Asmida [uhz-mee-da]

10 things you want to say to 10 different people without naming names.

1) it's funny how your eyes always does the talking, and i wonder if they are telling the truth

2) i have stop questioning whose fault was it,mine or yours, i'll let the matter rest without choosing neither the former nor the latter. we are better off this way.

3) dont leave. :'( if there really was anything i could do to make you stay,i wont miss the chance. i still need someone to talk to.

4) your gift for language is nonpareil. i secretly wish i was the one with it.

5) you should stop trying too hard to impress.it's not making you look any better

6) ive known you for so long, and i can never ever make do without you.

7) no matter what, you know ill always run to you for cover.

8) you're a wonderful memory.yet im pulling away.

9) tell me what's on your mind. i need to know

10) say it just once. to show that im right.

[edit]
i hate to sound like this in every of my post.
it makes me sound like some urggghh[pple who posts thoughts about dying.and other lame shit. im sorry for putting them down this way. but i cant stand pple like them.what do they call that..too..ermm. yah. emo. ]

but everything is not going as smooth as i thought it would be
the amount of assignments i have is scaring me
and i keep procastinating.the fact that i have to do a webpage all about myself is just too much to handle.
i hate answering questions. which i myself do not have the anwers to it.
i dont want to think of ways to salvage the situation.
because i just dont want to think about all the pros and cons right now.
the 'what ifs' is just killing me
and i still wont budge.
i will remain this way, with all questions unanswered.
for a simple reason, i just dont want to.
and i need to detach myself from this lappie.
by this weekend, i have intentions of revising my work. and draft on my web page.

and hari raya was a blast.
hehe.
at least it got me smiling.
just being within the comfot zone and the family's company.
:)

i am a happy person to begin with. and i intend to stay that way
so all the unhappiness surrounding me right now, i shall shrug it all away.
and push it far far away frm me.
and thats the reason why im acting this way, darling.

now let me be.
i want and need to be alone.
shoo.
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MLM RAYE.HAHA.
my mom is soo funny.
and yah. she made me go geylang sipaku geylang
just to get her what she wants.and wait till you hear the whole story about her.
haha.